sparkling recklessness
a unique dedication
they were abusing what was impacted from
your brave consideration
golden hearted love was lost
replaced with medication
“remedial” they claim it to be
with a voice of false lamentation.
a wonderment of senselessness,
conveniently their knack.
but they beat you till you’re black and blue,
and your will is finally cracked.
“So pick yourself up” she says.
“you can always turn back.”
As confusion takes it’s toll inside your mind off of it’s track
slipping in and out of dreams,
watching their plans as they make you come clean.
but forgotten are all their rises and falls
replaced with good ol’ adderall.
this high has:
caused me to feel like i actually travelled through time
tasted very spicy
i’ve never been this high before ever except for the time i thought it was laced with pcp
would blake sell me something laced?
i’m very doubtful.
but masturbating while high on whatever this is was amazing like the best thing in the entire universe oh my god
best feeling i’ve ever everrr had ever
better than coke
so whats this that i’m smoking por favor?
music seems different than it usually does when i’m high
less warped and more intensified emotionally
all i did was watch porn and talk to ashley.
not my most constructive use of creative energy
i just remembered what you smell like.
no, not your cologne
what you actually smell like.
i have never had a stronger longing for you.
when i get bored at work i like to convince various people i work with that i’m a lesbian who has a girlfriend named leslie
what is wrong with me.
I tag avi in things that we will make one day when we are famous and live in a giant tree house
or when we’re at keris and spending food stamp money on delicious things i found on tumblr
-either way
I just realized the song I’ve been listening to for months who was relate-able to no one was actually relate-able to avi.
